Gain Experience

nervous day..may 13 and 14..
was my 1st time to call for interview..ohh god..so nervous!!
1st day..RXX..
interviewers are friendly..
just that i can't really answer the questions they ask..
yaya..now regret that m not reading at economic news more..
what a shame!!
with my "lousy" english..plus so nervous..haiz..do i still have a hope??
just ask me wait couple of weeks..yaya..wait..wat i can do is juz WAIT!!
after it end a while..call me back immediate..
calling for what!? writing an short opinion!!
i will never forget the title as well that sounds " what will be your contribution towards the company if we are to recruit you?"
oh gosh..frankly speaking..i dunno what the hell i can contribute..and i can't recall what i have write..maybe is just rubbish in their eyes...i had put my effort in writing it..haiz..just a good experience to gain..
if they recruit me..then i have to be thankful..
2nd day..PruXXXXXXl..
interviewers still friendly..
again nervous..cannot "sell" myself nicely..
uhh..actually i dun have anything to sell also..
i'm too ordinary..some sort of invisible person..
a very short interview..compare to previous day..1 hour..goshh..
will i pass? who knows? pray hard..
again..another essay thing..
2 choose 1: a)good qualities a staff should have..explain more.. b)which is much important? work hard or work smart?
ahh..i choose title a)...think as much i can..it was such a longtime din write essay..err..brain-stuck..
so..when will be my next interview?? oh..cannot think..
i need a job..i need to give effort in sending in resume..haihzz..
is better to study..now regret..rite??!
pray hard..pray hard..not play hard..
i need money..poor enuff!!