why me!!!

that day when i meet with my society president..
he told me that the group that m in just left me alone..that means i gotta do all the work i never do befor..really stressful...i duno anything with it..they went for training before but not me!!! i just join them accidentally becoz of the camp...
actually really stressful..i duno how to start my work..some more is the most important group becoz i have to collect whatever latest news about shengxue..
yala..he say learn n do..n ask for others help..ask seniors..but the thing is i dunno where to start too!!!!!
m i too blur or i m trying to runaway from responsible....feel like very very unclear....suddenly from a 3 person group become alone...some more left the most dunno-person!!!!